Posted by Jet Meck on February 2, 2003, at 17:19:21
I have recently accepted the fact that I am biploar. The Effexor and Zyprexa have helped me greatly. But I am addicted to Ultram. I do not have a prescription for it. I buy it via the internet at a Mexican Pharmacy. I will take up to 20 50mg Ultram in one day. Then when I run out the withdrawals are horrendous for me. I feel as though I have severe flu symptoms. Then I will use vacation time from work to recover (what a waste of vacation). After a week or two after feeling better I am ready to do it again. It is very expensive too but that does not stop me. I do not see a pdoc and receive my Effexor and Zyprexa through my gdoc. I have been through drug treatment 4 times in my life. Why do I still feel a need to take something like Ultram, and abuse it severely. HELP!!!
poster:Jet Meck
thread:138962
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